Saturday, July 28, 2007,
12:01 AM
Depressed
All hopes on "that" matter seems to have lost... again....
Wednesday, July 25, 2007,
7:36 PM
CTcat
I have so much to write for d past few days or weeks but i haven enter a new post til now.. cos i donno where to began.
Plus there are also some sweet experience tat make me so very happy for days til now.. but some too personal tat i have doubts put them in my blog. So i donno wat to do actually. D incidents kept swimming in my thoughts n have really become a great comfort for me..
Well my mind is tired so i cant think..
Will post again d things i missed once my head stop aching..
Plus there are also some sweet experience tat make me so very happy for days til now.. but some too personal tat i have doubts put them in my blog. So i donno wat to do actually. D incidents kept swimming in my thoughts n have really become a great comfort for me..
Well my mind is tired so i cant think..
Will post again d things i missed once my head stop aching..
Saturday, July 14, 2007,
2:56 PM
Well Again... Finally... ;D
Yesterday i went out to get a gift for someone. When i step out in the sun.. the feeling.. fuuuyoooo... its lik freedom at last! hahah..
I went from city hall to marina to find the gift with Zarina.. and i was late for my interview.. =x great siti.. a good oppurtunity of a permanent job that i might finally have and then i made a very "good" first impression by coming late..
The interview went well actually. I end off by asking does my academic results matters. Cos throughout the interview they didnt even touched on academic ok.. everything they asked is abt character.. So their answer was "no it doesnt matter as long as you are someone who willing to work and willing to learn stuffs"
But also they end off by saying got other pple applied for that too so they must rank me and donno what.. So we'll jus see la eh..
ANYWAY.. i'm back outside! hahha I got alot of things plan.. haiz so many things to be done so little time.. til then.. cao!
I went from city hall to marina to find the gift with Zarina.. and i was late for my interview.. =x great siti.. a good oppurtunity of a permanent job that i might finally have and then i made a very "good" first impression by coming late..
The interview went well actually. I end off by asking does my academic results matters. Cos throughout the interview they didnt even touched on academic ok.. everything they asked is abt character.. So their answer was "no it doesnt matter as long as you are someone who willing to work and willing to learn stuffs"
But also they end off by saying got other pple applied for that too so they must rank me and donno what.. So we'll jus see la eh..
ANYWAY.. i'm back outside! hahha I got alot of things plan.. haiz so many things to be done so little time.. til then.. cao!
Tuesday, July 10, 2007,
9:38 PM
Recovered?? Not recovered??
I thought i am ok with staying at home...for 2 whole weeks without stepping out and breathing new air. Well of cos i got step out of house la.. cos my kitty is outside.. clean her place, fed her n play wit her awhile.
Other then that.. I jus stayed at home, mostly in my room. And as my house being so clean and not full of stuffs, its quite empty when i look around my room or my house. So if it wasn't for my lappy here I think I will go mad of nothing to do.
Btw I almost do something wicked today.. well at least I think it IS wicked. Well erm.. I feel very healthy now, but not totally recovered. And I didnt went to doctor again to confirm whether I am fit to go out or not. But suddenly the desire to go out so strong that I already plan things for today and tomorrow.
Btw I almost do something wicked today.. well at least I think it IS wicked. Well erm.. I feel very healthy now, but not totally recovered. And I didnt went to doctor again to confirm whether I am fit to go out or not. But suddenly the desire to go out so strong that I already plan things for today and tomorrow.
My mom being so sweet she knows that I am very bored staying at home and she asked me to follow her to d mosque for religious teaching this morning since she thought I was pretty much recovered and fit to go out. And since I'm out I thought I can go to Fuchun sec school with a few Sp band people who are also used to be the tutors whom I get for Refat to help him with his bands.
But when I talked to Nuraziah about my condition she say she's worried about the kids. And I have not comfirm of my condition yet. At this recovering stage I have a small percentage of able to infect people with my chicken pox. Not sure not sure in the end I gave up. And suddenly my heart don't mind me staying at home for few more days.
So i told my mom nicely that i rather stayed for few more days. She quite upset cos she was so keen in me following her and my god ma then they want to take me to eat at Raffles Hospital there. Well.. I gave that all up cos I don wan to have guilty concious later.
Tomorrow I was asked to join a group of friends to have a gathering for someone leaving for the army dis friday and tomorrow they gathering to watch Harry Potter. Nothing can ever make me resist anything that got to do with Harry Potter but I do not know what makes me changed my mind of going.
Tomorrow I was asked to join a group of friends to have a gathering for someone leaving for the army dis friday and tomorrow they gathering to watch Harry Potter. Nothing can ever make me resist anything that got to do with Harry Potter but I do not know what makes me changed my mind of going.
So imagine the pain of not be able to watch the only show that I have been waiting, episodes after episodes until now the movie reach the 5th book, on the day it was released. I've watch Spiderman, Fantastic 4, Pirates of Carribean all on the opening day except Harry Potter.. haiz.. well thats not a really big deal is it? The real pain will be cos of I will not be able to join the gathering. People who are closed to me will know me well enough i hate to be excluded in stuffs. Well.. don't want to elaborate that further..
So now another few days at home.. thinking about who can entertain this lonely me, thinking about the Harry Potter movie, thinking about what are my friends doing out there while I am stuck at home and thinking abt wat good times they having out there together..without me.. And finally, thinking about what can I do NEXT at home..
Everday the routine repeats....
Until I am well enough to be out there...
So now another few days at home.. thinking about who can entertain this lonely me, thinking about the Harry Potter movie, thinking about what are my friends doing out there while I am stuck at home and thinking abt wat good times they having out there together..without me.. And finally, thinking about what can I do NEXT at home..
Everday the routine repeats....
Until I am well enough to be out there...
Saturday, July 07, 2007,
2:40 PM
Cant wait.. cant wait
Cant wait to be fully recovered... and go out in the sunshine again.. cant wait to DO things. I miss doing something.. especially having to do things to achieve in.. cant seems to get out of my workaholic habbit den.. issit a bad thing or a gd thing? Since I'm at home I m free to update my blog every sec but since I AM at home.. nothing interesting happen for me to update also la rite... haiz...
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be rite back.. gg to put d cream on me.. chicken pox so ma fan.. =x
Friday, July 06, 2007,
6:09 PM
CK Tangs Part 4
Today... 31st May 2007 is my last day at Orchard CK Tangs. Just now I had my dinner with Immanuel alone. Xi Xing did not join us as he is working morning shifts and he's posted to Taka. Initially Imm and I decided to eat and went to the arcade again since yesterday we miss playing the racing car game, Daytona, we going to play today after eating BUT no time.. -__- !
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Btw I donno why, it seems that me and Imm like getting closer also. Like we get used to each other's company already. How I become comfortable with Xi Xing now I feel the same with Immanuel. Now the time is 8.00pm. Xi Xing, Immanuel and I jus come back from the arcade. We sneak out of cos. HAHA!! We played Daytona and at first my place not working so I played vs 40 computers and Immanuel and Xi Xing against each other. Immanuel win. Hah... I told ya he's gd at games! BUT... when we played 2nd time and this time we 3 against each other, I WIN!! MUAHAHAH!!! I am still master of daytona! Weeee!!
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Immanuel say his gear not working so can say if he really pro means his gear problem is the excuse. Hmmm.... Nvm.. Cos.. Tomoro we meeting again!! Go where? Play pool. Yeah! Jus now when we want to say good bye to Xi Xing as he works morning shifts and went home b4 us, I don feel "bye bye" at all. Cos we meeting again tomoro ma... weee.... You noe.. I actually feel that the 3 of us like the 3 characters from Harry Potter. I am Hermione of cos and either or them can be Ron or Harry Potter it doesnt matter.
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(If hisham were to read this I'm dead... LOL.. its jus a..a.. saying u noe wat i mean... only we 2 are the real Harry Potter freaks in my frenz list don worry ;> Harry Potter movie 5 coming out soon! Cant wait to go together! Cheers to my bestfren there!)
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Btw I donno why, it seems that me and Imm like getting closer also. Like we get used to each other's company already. How I become comfortable with Xi Xing now I feel the same with Immanuel. Now the time is 8.00pm. Xi Xing, Immanuel and I jus come back from the arcade. We sneak out of cos. HAHA!! We played Daytona and at first my place not working so I played vs 40 computers and Immanuel and Xi Xing against each other. Immanuel win. Hah... I told ya he's gd at games! BUT... when we played 2nd time and this time we 3 against each other, I WIN!! MUAHAHAH!!! I am still master of daytona! Weeee!!
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Immanuel say his gear not working so can say if he really pro means his gear problem is the excuse. Hmmm.... Nvm.. Cos.. Tomoro we meeting again!! Go where? Play pool. Yeah! Jus now when we want to say good bye to Xi Xing as he works morning shifts and went home b4 us, I don feel "bye bye" at all. Cos we meeting again tomoro ma... weee.... You noe.. I actually feel that the 3 of us like the 3 characters from Harry Potter. I am Hermione of cos and either or them can be Ron or Harry Potter it doesnt matter.
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(If hisham were to read this I'm dead... LOL.. its jus a..a.. saying u noe wat i mean... only we 2 are the real Harry Potter freaks in my frenz list don worry ;> Harry Potter movie 5 coming out soon! Cant wait to go together! Cheers to my bestfren there!)
CK Tangs Part 3
I just had lunch/dinner with Xi Xing and Immanuel again. Its 30/05/07 and its my 2nd last day working at CK Tangs, same as Xi Xing. Both of us quitting on 31st May which is tomoro. This is one of the better lunch we had bcos we went to lucky plaza top floor where there's the nicest chicken rice. After that we went to the arcade opposite the stall.
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Immanuel and I played my all time favourite arcade game, Time Crisis II. Imm is the best partner I played with so far. He's really good sia... The first person who ever beats me in Time Crisis other then my brother of cos. On our way back I took some pictures of both of them.. I'm included of cos. They are really nice and fun to be with sia. Joke none stop. You cant put the 2 of them together cos their craps is never ending.. hahaha.. Although mostly I listened den I talk, I really enjoy their company. I got to noe and tok to Xi Xing first. And to make things better I and Imm get along quite fast when we found out we are fellow Shuqunites!
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Yes! Immanuel is my senior. Turns out he don like me in the first place because according to him, I was very fierce as a prefect last time! That's the BEST part for me! Now I noe for sure that although I'm small in size, pple noe me as very fierce small girl! wahahhaha!! It shows that size does not matter..much.. =x Its also how you present yourself that is the most important ba.. =) I jus loves to hear when Imm say that his friends always complain abt me. I always pick on the sec 4 and sec 5 guys cos as they are the oldest in school, so are their heads. I wasnt introduced properly to the school when i was made the Head cos of a change of principle and its a busy period. So only the trouble maker will noe who the Head Prefect is.. Ehm Ehm.. =x
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Immanuel and I played my all time favourite arcade game, Time Crisis II. Imm is the best partner I played with so far. He's really good sia... The first person who ever beats me in Time Crisis other then my brother of cos. On our way back I took some pictures of both of them.. I'm included of cos. They are really nice and fun to be with sia. Joke none stop. You cant put the 2 of them together cos their craps is never ending.. hahaha.. Although mostly I listened den I talk, I really enjoy their company. I got to noe and tok to Xi Xing first. And to make things better I and Imm get along quite fast when we found out we are fellow Shuqunites!
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Yes! Immanuel is my senior. Turns out he don like me in the first place because according to him, I was very fierce as a prefect last time! That's the BEST part for me! Now I noe for sure that although I'm small in size, pple noe me as very fierce small girl! wahahhaha!! It shows that size does not matter..much.. =x Its also how you present yourself that is the most important ba.. =) I jus loves to hear when Imm say that his friends always complain abt me. I always pick on the sec 4 and sec 5 guys cos as they are the oldest in school, so are their heads. I wasnt introduced properly to the school when i was made the Head cos of a change of principle and its a busy period. So only the trouble maker will noe who the Head Prefect is.. Ehm Ehm.. =x
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OK enough abt me.. shhhhh... Next please!! =D
CK Tangs Part 2
Today is 28th of May 2007. Now its 3.45pm and I am at my work place, Orchard CK Tangs. Very soon in terms of days, I'm quitting. Very soon in terms of minutes, I will be having dinner/lunch (wateva la) with the cuties, Immanuel and Xi Xing. Going to work I only looking forward for 2 things, going out to eat and going home. =x
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Because go home is what everybody wants la. Go eat cos I can relief stress and be myself again with the company of the 2 great guys. Hmmm.. I didnt know whether I had a crush on Xi Xing or not cos everytime I c him, it will bring a smile on my face especially if I am very moody during work. =D But hey don worry.. let me tell you guys first.. both Immanuel n Xi Xing are attached. So things dont have to be complicated in anyway cos i can set my mind to jus one thing..
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They are my best buddies to hang out!! wahahah!!
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Now I jus finish eating with both of them. As we sit and have a little chat, i receive a shocking news.. wth!! Immanuel is from shuqun???? Shuqun sec leh! My own sec school!! COOL!! Now me and Immanuel have lots of things to talk abt. Although if not on shuqun topic at least we dont feel that awkward to talk to each other anymore.. Yipee! I so happy when I have pple same age as me to talk to or go out and eat with at work. If not, I can go crazy cos this place is sooo bored...zzzzzzz
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Initiallly I saw Immanuel first as Xi Xing is not working at CK Tangs in the first place.. Both of them in fact jump ard at certain times.. Sometime at Taka there Sometimes at Robinson.. Imm was mostly at CK Tangs but also later I found out tat little imp say he wont tok to strangers unless strangers talk to him.. hmppp >=l So later wen Xi Xing came to work here for few days I start talking to him first.. As he is soooo friendly. But that doesnt matter as after we found out Imm is my senior in Shuqun, I am close wit him the same as with Xi Xing...
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I grew really fond of them and I realise its just a liking of pple who are being nice to you. It doesnt mean anything more then that. And I don seem to mind anything cos how we 3 are now is wat making me really happy..
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More fun and adventure.... ;)
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Because go home is what everybody wants la. Go eat cos I can relief stress and be myself again with the company of the 2 great guys. Hmmm.. I didnt know whether I had a crush on Xi Xing or not cos everytime I c him, it will bring a smile on my face especially if I am very moody during work. =D But hey don worry.. let me tell you guys first.. both Immanuel n Xi Xing are attached. So things dont have to be complicated in anyway cos i can set my mind to jus one thing..
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They are my best buddies to hang out!! wahahah!!
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Now I jus finish eating with both of them. As we sit and have a little chat, i receive a shocking news.. wth!! Immanuel is from shuqun???? Shuqun sec leh! My own sec school!! COOL!! Now me and Immanuel have lots of things to talk abt. Although if not on shuqun topic at least we dont feel that awkward to talk to each other anymore.. Yipee! I so happy when I have pple same age as me to talk to or go out and eat with at work. If not, I can go crazy cos this place is sooo bored...zzzzzzz
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Initiallly I saw Immanuel first as Xi Xing is not working at CK Tangs in the first place.. Both of them in fact jump ard at certain times.. Sometime at Taka there Sometimes at Robinson.. Imm was mostly at CK Tangs but also later I found out tat little imp say he wont tok to strangers unless strangers talk to him.. hmppp >=l So later wen Xi Xing came to work here for few days I start talking to him first.. As he is soooo friendly. But that doesnt matter as after we found out Imm is my senior in Shuqun, I am close wit him the same as with Xi Xing...
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I grew really fond of them and I realise its just a liking of pple who are being nice to you. It doesnt mean anything more then that. And I don seem to mind anything cos how we 3 are now is wat making me really happy..
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More fun and adventure.... ;)
Thursday, July 05, 2007,
11:18 PM
CK Tangs Part 1
I've found my little note book! It's not really a note book cos what i've written in it is lik a diary. I had that wen i was working at CK Tangs to write things down to pass d time as my job is really damn boring so whatever i've type later is everything from d book as i written it at that precise moment when i was working okie? Here goes my little story....
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27th May 2007
Hi all. Its me. At this f---ing moment I working at a f---ing wonderful place called the CK Tangs at Orchard. Lemme tell you guys a story of my life at this moment. Intro of myself a bit la hor.. I am Siti Khadijah Bte Mahat AKA CTcat AKA Kitty. I am currently 20+ and a few days ago I just went for my poly graduation ceremony. I am officially a graduate of Singapore Polytechnic. Now as free time I am working part time at Orchard CK Tangs as I've mentioned. I am not a staff of CK Tangs but I am under a company called the goldlion. Micheal is the person who I contacted to get this job. Also initially my brother got this job. Since there's an available place I took it. My brother was transfered at causeway point for a contract of 2 weeks. Whereas me, I was transfered here and they expected me for a month. But I cant stay for 1 whole month! I noe I cant!! This place have nice working environment but the working hours lik f---! My brother say I have to be careful here bcos CK Tangs have lots of POLITICS! Yup!
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But somehow I'm fated to be here. I have 4 wagons to take care of that consist of socks n men's underwear.. -__- ! That is also wth la... zzz.. But the pple/staffs ard me are such wonderful pple. Only sadly not everyone is.. duh.. On my right is the man's shoe section. Abang Hazli is the nicest there. One chinese lady she quite bubbly kind and she is so sweet. Sirus is lik a robot I can say. He also lik blur sotong kind. But still a nice guy.. There's one more auntie. I never talk much to her but she doesnt seem that friendly to me. Although when she talk to me once in a while I find her ok only..
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On my left side of the wagon.. is the luggage section. Here got a few of my favourite pple. Haha... Cos they are the most fun here. Who I talking abt? They are Gan and Jonathan. They seems to be d youngest full time there although in their late twenties. They are the first 2 that start talking to me when i first time arrive. Now Gan is lik my brother and Jonathan lik my buddy. Weee... Auntie Florence and Makcik Hawa is my favourite old pple here. Old but sweet ok! =x Power!! After 1 week plus I'm here, I make friends with the only young pple here. Young as in my age. Both of them are part time too. But work longer and more experience than me ah. They are from d luggage department. Who are they? The small and cute Immanuel... and the friendly and the sweetest guy I've met, Xi Xing..
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more of them to come.... ;)
What Now?
Sorry pple.. haiz.. i jus cant seems to be regular on my own blog.. my real "diary" is my head.. i can vividly remember every single thing tat happen in my life.. n plus d lazy me tats y i hard to be consistent in a written "diary".. i'm jus sitting at home now.. for 2 weeks i cant go out of my house cos i m having chicken pox.. infected from my bestfriend.. we noobs nvr kena cp b4 so wen she first get it she didnt noe its cp as hers are not red spots.. it look weird also.. so by d time we knew it was chicken pox its too late for me.. also smart me went to her house to "visit" her.. give her things actually.. but i don seems to mind tat i noe i have 100% of getting it for gg her house cos after much consideration is better to get now at dis age rather den wen u get old lik 40+ 50+ or 60+ yrs old cos u can jus die from the disease..really no joke..
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so ya i jus stayed at home but its not a relaxing stay for me at all.. i didnt expect things to get pretty bad for me.. don wan say everything so i jus summaries..
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so ya i jus stayed at home but its not a relaxing stay for me at all.. i didnt expect things to get pretty bad for me.. don wan say everything so i jus summaries..
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1) fever wit temperature of 39.5 degress straight for 4 days
2) pox appear everywhere.. n i mean it.. EVERWHERE (wherever u pple wan to imagine i assure got also..=p)
3) its not d usual small pox.. everyone of it is big watery pox.. n i mean really BIG..
4) i had 3 ulcers on my lips, 2 ulcers on my gums, n 5 small ulcers on my tongue
5) i donno izzit ulcer or chicken pox, i had loads in my throat!! can feel all round my throat tat i cant eat for 3 days!
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My throat still hurts now even if its already d 5th day well at least i can eat a bit... well d weird thing is i don seems mind staying at home not gg out at all i donno y.. although i do get bored alot of times, i jus went to slp.. rest also wat.. hah well i actually got alot gg on in my life but i always donno where to start so in d end i didnt post anything.. ok enough of pox for now.. next entry i c how much i can fill up abt wat i have missed..
hope to recover asap...
1) fever wit temperature of 39.5 degress straight for 4 days
2) pox appear everywhere.. n i mean it.. EVERWHERE (wherever u pple wan to imagine i assure got also..=p)
3) its not d usual small pox.. everyone of it is big watery pox.. n i mean really BIG..
4) i had 3 ulcers on my lips, 2 ulcers on my gums, n 5 small ulcers on my tongue
5) i donno izzit ulcer or chicken pox, i had loads in my throat!! can feel all round my throat tat i cant eat for 3 days!
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My throat still hurts now even if its already d 5th day well at least i can eat a bit... well d weird thing is i don seems mind staying at home not gg out at all i donno y.. although i do get bored alot of times, i jus went to slp.. rest also wat.. hah well i actually got alot gg on in my life but i always donno where to start so in d end i didnt post anything.. ok enough of pox for now.. next entry i c how much i can fill up abt wat i have missed..
hope to recover asap...